Noone thought I would make it but here I am on the eve of my induction. The nerves are setting in. I’m not sure whether it’s the new layers of complication that having 2 kids means or if it’s simply that I’ve made an appointment with Pain. There’s no time for contemplation when it sneaks up on you spontaneously. On the other hand, I’m far less likely to give birth on the highway.
I’m having some passing moments of sadness. Fraser fell asleep on my lap in the rocking chair the other night. A nice cuddly moment for one of our last nights ‘alone’ together. But I know how much he loves company even though it will be some time before he can have much fun with his new sibling.
Anyway, dinner is just about ready and we must have an early night. We have to be up EARLY.